we met and deeply fell in love. And the strength and desire and joy and indolence added our world to five worlds of childhood. This is my family, my nest, my everything. Why? Why build a nest and feed, take care without stopping without having a rest? As I am getting older I feel that children have been given to us for our personal growth. They open the way to true life, humanity, the question of why and what is right. How to diminish your mind and perceive your heart. How to confront inner fears from systems, from mistakes, sickness, helplessness, death. They're like a compass at sea when I don't know which way to go. They show me what to cure, what to change and that moves me to freedom.